To be honest I don’t know how I feel right now. All I know is that I’m tired .Just … tired. Tired of bull and lies an having to live up to peoples expectations of what they want me to be. I just want to do me . I just want to be me. Goofy , clumsy , smart, unique me. And I don’t need anyone to be there . I’m pretty sure I can do it by myself . I mean , that’s the only person I have in the end anyway. To be the successful person I know I will be in my future , it’s time for me to step u and do it. I can’t depend on anyone to do it for me. I mean of course I have my small amount of friends and large supportive family to back me , but it’s me who has to push myself to the limit , to make sure everything I want will come true … And that’s life.