July 2011
1 post
Me As Of Now
To be honest I don’t know how I feel right now. All I know is that I’m tired .Just … tired. Tired of bull and lies an having to live up to peoples expectations of what they want me to be. I just want to do me . I just want to be me. Goofy , clumsy , smart, unique me. And I don’t need anyone to be there . I’m pretty sure I can do it by myself . I mean , that’s...
June 2011
10 posts
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even though i shouldn’t , I love you . with everything inside of me . you have no idea how when I see you , my happiness meter rises to an automatic 100. when we talk to you , i feel as if everything i have to say is understood by you . when we touch the fire inside of me blazes like a christmas fire. you know everything about me , you know who i truly am . but with that comes the thought...
Swaggin Hoes: shifted thoughtshopesdreams →
swagmeoutwoop:
Look me in my eyes & say,
That we’ll never be the same
& if you need, I’ll take the blame
All the regret, and all the shame.
Call you my mistake,
Reminisce and contemplate,
Say what if, and drift away.
Take my shit, and relocate.
You’re my problem, my solution
My man down, my…
Next
I’m not Tryna love you
Tryna fuck you
Tryna even touch you
I just Wana talk
And if your bored take a walk
See your demeanor turns me on
And your easy Like a cordless phone
Easy to talk to You know what I mean
&I’m not looking at your green
Just a hug will do just fine
& if your down I can make you mine
Because you get me
Yes boy me !
The excitement I get
Can’t you...
May 2011
26 posts
when somebody you dont like looks at you
fuckyeahscottmescudi:
“& He Don’t Have To Have Money , His Love Is Just Like Honey ,...”
– Ciara “And I”
O , You Not A Sideline ?
I’m usually not one for drama , but when it comes to people not knowing there place I get a little peeved. If his friends know you just as “o that one joog ” , then your a sideline. If y’all don’t go out in public together and y’all have been “talking” for a long time , sweetie you are a sideline. And you know what, it is absoloutely ok to be that ,...
Have you ever loved someone so much , the mere thought of them with another made your heart break ? Have you ever maned up though , and thought that maybe , just maybe … they’d be happier with another ? Yea ,it hurts , but it’s about making the one you love happy . Right ?
The Remnant Post New Music Video →
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Can I Have The Truth ?
I have came to the point where I trust no one . Eveyone puts this big ass front in your face but in reality most of it is all lies. I am tired of being nice & I am tired of putting up this front as if I am not fed up . Everyone is always quick to judge me and my decisions but want to turn around and do some fucked up and not expect to get any type of judgement back . I know everyone makes...
Falling
“What was I thinking?”
That’s what runs through my mind
The brain answers back
“You thought it would turn out fine “
The brain knows what’s right
The heart only knows wrong
The brain tells me stop crying
The heart won’t move on
The love that once was
Has shriveled and flew away
Though I did all in my heart
To make sure it would stay
“You still love him hunnie “
Is what the heart screams
“But...
April 2011
3 posts
To The Best Of Us
I Use To Say That Sex Is What Made Me .
But Now it’s Starting To Break Me.
The Dudes I Use To Fuck With All Just Fucking Played Me
My Hearts Kind Of Sinking Like The Titanic
And I Know It’ll Someday Will Get Better
So I Try Not To Panic
But Love Don’t Exist
I Say Fuck It Real quick
But Then Again Thats What All The Lonely Girls Say Before They Get Dicked
I Tried To...
March 2011
18 posts
Let's Get To It
Another week , another adventure. As i venture into the week ahead I have to stop and think to myself ” Jordan , You Got This Right ?” and of course the answer will always be ” Don’t I Always ?”. But though I answer myself so quickly and with no hesitation I have to stop and think ” Do I Really Have It ?” . I doubt myself way more then I...
It’s The Beginning Of The Week . And As I Lay My Head I Think , ” It Can Only Get Better From Here” , Right ? Mondays Never Really Were My Thing , But Lately I Just Think To Myself ” It’s Just Bring Me One Step Closer To A Friday ” .
Care Please ?
I Really Dislike Men Who Dont Take Care Of Their Children . Theres A Difference Between A Daddy & A Father . Just Because You Hand Me Money & Buy Me Things , That Does Not Make You Father Of The Year . Being At My Things , Talking To Me About Anything , Actually Seeming Like You Care , Now That Makes You A Father . I Wish So Bad That I Could Be Daddys Little Princess , Always Having My Dad...
Giving Up , Giving In
In this past week I have been so busy with school and emotions and getting my room together that I almost forgot. Tomorrow made it 8 months . In 4 months it will have been a year since I started feeling some way about you . Usually it takes me months to truly like someone , but after these 8 months , I may say I love you . Nowww hold up ( rewinddd) , I was always told to never love these hoes ,...
